I'm having touch withdrawals. People give me fist bumps, high-fives, handshakes, pats on the back, side hugs--but what about genuine hugs from someone who enjoys seeing me? What about caresses of my face when we kiss? Kisses at all? Displays of affection of any kind? Certainly not getting this at home.

I want to run my fingers through your hair when we hug and kiss. I want to feel you pressed against me. I want to feel my clothes slide off my body as we get intimate...I want intimacy of some kind, any kind, all kinds. I want to share of myself and my life and know you just as much. I want something real, something secret and just for us, something close and vibrant, something reciprocal.

I've talked to a few on here recently, and something always happens to cause an abrupt end. It might be a sign that I should stop searching, but what then? Return to being unfulfilled, de-prioritized, ignored, neglected in my marriage? Rather, it might be a sign for you--that you can be the one to take hold of your life too and actually meet with someone who can prioritize you and whom you can prioritize.

I'm 42, in Dallas, married with 2 kids, and I'm still looking for you...waiting for the witching hours when we can have time to ourselves at the end of a hard, long day...waiting for the conversation and the flirting and the knowing that we're there for each other to make everything bearable.

P.S. If you're a male, don't even bother reaching out to me; I'm looking for the companionship and embrace of a female body. Ladies--lurkers welcome! I'm not a pic collector. Likewise, I don't want to sub to your OnlyFans or Fansly, nor am I interested in anything too long-distance. Please be in the DFW area and be willing to meet in person (in public at first) once we've established trust and a comfort level.