I am currently looking for a therapist to sort a lot of this stuff out with, but in the meantime I figured I’d try to answer stuff as honestly as possible.

At times I feel like im living a double life. Most people don’t see me as a sex obsessed dude. But the truth is, it’s something I deal with.

I’ve cheated. I’ve exposed myself in inappropriate moments. I’ve gotten women to cheat on their partners. I’ve battled porn addiction. I’ve jerked off at work. Purposely hinted at having a big dick to friends. I’ve gotten my curious friends to subscribe to my onlyfans. I’ve turned women into size queens. I’ve used my BDE to get a good job, to defeat my Own social anxiety, to create a thriving social life, but it comes with its drawbacks

A lot of stuff, now that im older, I feel terrible about and am looking to change.