Me: I’m a ForeverFat™️ cis/het white woman who grew up with a religious family in the American South (colonizers for real) during the 90s & 00s, so I have plenty of trauma around being fat. I’m also a late-diagnosed autistic who has excelled academically and traveled extensively, so it’s not all bad 😉 Pics on profile.

Background: I ended my 7y marriage / 10y relationship with my ex last year and have been on a journey ever since. Most of our marriage was sexless because my body changed significantly over the course of those years (eating disorder shit 😂). I have always been fat, but he met me during one of my many skinny phases. I eventually entered therapy, found fat liberation and returned to my natural form: fat as fuck. But that left me tied to a man who thought he was signing on for a different body. He wasn’t attracted to me, and that was hugely damaging to me. I gaslit myself into believing that no one could possibly want my fat body, so being sexless was just my lot in life. Our relationship gave me the financial security to get help, but in many other ways it held me back.

Currently: Fuck dating. I don’t want to date! I want to get fucked. I want to cuddle. I want to please and be pleased. So, I started this side account, I’m on the apps & I’m seeing three men I’m attracted to.

What’s Next: I don’t know! Does anyone? I definitely want to invest in the friendships I’ve started, try new things and buy some more toys.

TLDR: Past relationships left me unfulfilled and with low self-esteem. Now I’m slutting it up in these streets, trying to figure out my kinks, comforts and boundaries ✨