Happy new year. Who knows if you’ll ever see this but on the off chance you do here it is. I thought we were pretty close at one time. We hung out, joked, and enjoyed each others company like friends do. We got back from a trip where we had tons of fun or so I thought. Everything seemed to change and a week later a text you sent made alarms bells go off in my head. I thought… this probably won’t last another year, and almost to the year we stopped talking to eachother and it’s been a full year of waiting, wondering, and playing the avoidance game. In the back of my mind hoping maybe you’d see the value of friendship and come around and realize we should talk and settle our differences. A lot of bad things were said and it’s really tough to pick up the pieces knowing how far down the rabbit hole we got. Can it be recovered? I don’t know I guess that’s up to you… doesn’t seem likely at this point and that I spent years of my life trying to develop a friendship that crashed and burned in less than a years time. I’m a pretty cool guy I think you know that, but that doesn’t mean I deserved all your crap towards the end. That kinda stuff does real damage to nice caring people who are left wondering why without an answer. You wouldn’t like it either so why are you doing it to me? I just wanted a friend man….

Take what you need from this. Make 2024 a turning point and try to recover what has been lost in your life. Friendship matters don’t realize that when it’s already too late