My psychiatrist pointed out that I had narcissistic traits but not the "full blown thing" and I don't agree with him at all. I'm very self-aware of my issues but I just can't accept that I never thought of myself as a narcissist and now he just wants to blow my perceived self like this ? I've never said anything to my irl family/friends because society has made it that being a narc is an awful thing and taught us that they are abusive and sh*t. I would lie if I said that I don't see the "traits" that he said in me but I don't know how exactly to tackle this.

Mind you I am only 20 and I never heard of anyone being diagnosed as such a young age. Also I don't know how relevant that is but he also said verbatim that I was a "psycho" because I said that I had all the rights to hurt my sister because she obviously is my sister and that's my right apparently which I still believe I'm correct but whenever I tell people that I've hurt my sisters and mom they look at me differently I can almost see fear in their eyes which I won't disagree gives me a sense of contentment.

Anyways returning to the npd thingy if you real narcs could help me with some of your consistent behaviours as narcs just to figure out my deal (not that I would jump to any conclusion and immediately accept that I might be a narcissist but just to get an overview of what it actually is like to be you know...npd.

Also here are my diagnosed issues (like on paper): bipolar 1, tourette's syndrome, autism, DID, grand mal epilepsy and gender dysphoria.

These are my other diagnostics (not on paper but currently being treated): bpd, ocd, and adhd.