Hello how are you I hope you are doing well mentally and physically. I'm 28 year man who lives in NJ around the Woodbridge/Rahway area. I'm 5'6, 120-125 pounds, Hispanic, curly hair. i'm skinny. I can't host, no car, but i have funds. i'm able to go NYC, I'm clean, I can go out of my way to get re-tested or provide my recent blood work.
I haven't been intimate with anyone in a really long, an older woman gave me chance taking my "virginity" and the circumstances were not ideal, my anxiety was a mess, i was shaking and trembling like a vibrator, that was two years 3 ago before that nothing, and even now I feel so touched deprived, any sexual insinuation over text makes me shake, i huddled with a friend under a tree this year and my body was shaking, i had feeling for her but she didn't feel that way, at the same time she told me she found her self worth and i became a standard for her what a relationship is like but she doesn't want to be romantic/sexual. I tried so hard in person to meet people organically and online, i'm just awkward and nerdy but in a kinda charming way. i have a bit of flat affect, but i try my best to communicate as open and honestly as possible with mutual respect, i want to overcome intimacy through exposure, i would be grateful if you can help.
what I am looking for is a chance, perhaps a long term thing, or a one time thing, perhaps a fwb situation, given my exp on this subreddit, i would like to verify each other on both ends.
thank you, have a good day.
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