Ok so im married. Live in charlotte NC . And streight . But ever sense ive gotten in reddit and gotten on these dang communities i read all the post and see all the pictures . And for some reason it turns me on and has me throbbing .... im very curious and found my self haveing the urge to do almost ANYTHING with a big nice man tool... to have someone breed me, suck, be sucked, stretch me with your .. ya know. , ect. Dont know if i want to top though... unless it was a cd or tran.. , that beeing ive been posting on a few diffrent groups just testing the waters to see about meeting someone and trying it it ALL.... But everytime i get to talking with someone i get cold feet and flake out... so i think i may have found a nice solution to make this happen and me not flake out or get cold feet.... so.... i work for my self. And do handy man work . All kinds of out door and indoor services... im tall, fit , atractive , hung down low. (Pics on profile from previous posts) and i have ALWAYS fantasized about me getting called to do a job for a man or a women or couple .. anybody really. And then me showing to do my job and getting invited in to show whats going on and talk about the job and they slowly start makeing passes at me or getting me cornered in there bed room and then it be a total lie and they really just called me to get me in there house and completley beeing taken advantage of and used for there enjoyment or personal toy.. perfect scenario would be me showing up to work invite me in talk a few minutes . Have me sit down and ask me about my work and my tools lay there hand on my leg /shoulder what ever and start staring at my cock, then ask me about my tool down low, how big, how heavy, how hard it can get get then me start getting nervous and maybe try to leave but you then grab my package and begin rubbing it , getting it super hard and throbbing to where i cant refuse but to stay and see what you have to offer . Then forcefully pull me to your bed room, take your clothes off and make me start performing oral on you untill you are ready to break me into what im about to do.. then you then pull my pants off and begin sucking my big cock and makeing me want to nutt so bad but not letting me untill you get yours. And then force me to do WHATEVER you want and finish by makeing me explode and swallowing every drop of me ... then once its all over you tell me there was no real work to do and i just care of it then send me on my way with no pay like a used toy . I think that will be the only way i will live oit this fantasy with out getting cold feet and backing out .... so with all that beeing said . I have a business email. Just for my work only. If interested in this scenario go to my profile, check out my pics and if int enterested shoot me a private message . Tell me about your self. Maybe send a pic or 2 but no face shots at all. And if i like what i see and want to pic you you i will give you my business email. Once you have my business email then send me an email just like any ordinary customer would explaining some type of job or work you need done at your residents and scedule me a time for an estimate or for the work. in the email DO NOT SAY ANYTHING SEXUAL AT ALL THAT MAY GIVE AWAY THAT YOU ARE SOMEONE FROM HERE AND WANTING SEX or to fill this fantasy. That way i have no clue what im getting set up for and no clue that you may be seducing me when i get there. I have been haveing these sexual feelings and want to fullfill my desires but this is the only way i think i can do it without backing out. Let me know what you think and if this sounds hot .