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Hey 28yo Doctor from London here, Managed to stay away from desire for the last week or so and then it hits so intensely again and i find myself all the way back here.
And Still stuck in a cycle of looking for connection to indulge and share in a sensual moment, before feeling guilty and regretful and running away after looking myself in the mirror.
The inner conflict is difficult and again I find myself asking myself - do i really want this to stop? because in the moment connection feels amazing, almost animalistic
And after release… my senses come back, but i can’t get rid of this animalistic feeling brewing inside me and i let it take over again and again.
Sorry to those i’ve harmed in the process.
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