Hey as salamu alaykum everyone!

So, I consider myself to be a practicing Muslim male, alhmd! However, like many of us, I have my poison. I’m not sure how many of you out there share the same kinks, but I am both a closeted voyeur and exhibitionist. That isn’t to say I’ve engaged in these kinds of activities, with the exception of watching porn. Nonetheless, I’ve always had a fascination for group sex themed fantasies (e.g. swinging, sex club, being part of a porn gangbang production). The allure of being able to have sex in front of and with others and cum without being judged is what really seals the deal for me. I guess what I’m worried about is being able to share that with the future person I get married to. Of course, she’d have a charitable ear listening to her likes and fantasies as well. Admittedly, I’m just scared of what she’ll think of me when we do exchange our fantasies. Although, I’ve heard some girls are into group sex as well! I guess we’ll just have to wait and see what the future holds, but still a bit nervous and shy at the end of the day….