When it comes to penetration and oral, my body count is 0. I'm a virgin and I have no intention of losing my virginity before marriage. I've never drinken a drop of alcohol, I've never smoked/vaped anything and I have no desire to do so. I'm not interested in dating anyone at the moment. I'd much rather just do everything the traditional halal way.

Despite all of that, I would not mind marrying a woman who has done all of the above. She could've dated several people in the past. She can drink, smoke, do whatever she wants. Her body count could be in the double digits and after marriage still wears revealing clothes and I would not mind in the slightest. I'll even go so far and say that those characteristics are endearing. The thought of having a wife like that is exciting for a (relatively) innocent Muslim man. I'm very much a simp, I'll happily look past all of those traits for the sake of making her happy.

As for sex related activities, she can have incredibly taboo sexual fantasies like cucking me and I'll indulge her in her fantasies. If I was unable to satisfy her in bed, I'll encourage her to have sex with other men/women. I'll let her have sex with whoever she wants, whenever she wants. If she wanted to fuck some guy while I was at work, she has my permission. She could let a man stay the night and kick me out of our room so he can sleep there instead.

So long as she's happy, I'll accept her for who she is and do everything I can to continue making her happy. You don't have to tell me how pathetic I am, how messed up I am, etc. I know it all, no need to remind me. But it is what it is. I'm just a people pleaser