I gave in to my sexual desires one night last year. I was talking with this one guy on reddit who lived kind of near me, but not close enough for us to meet up on a whim. He was interested in having a JO Bud (Jerk off buddy) and I admittedly was a little curious. At the time, I had no intention with meeting up with him, but I never told him that. I enjoyed the attention he was giving me so I kept playfully texting him, humoring him by talking about what we can do when we meet up without really meaning anything I said. As I kept talking to him though, my desire to actually try it out grew. I figured that it'd be fine considering how we were only texting and the odds we meet up were low so I never blocked him or anything like that.

About a month passed, with us texting not as much as we used to, but still occasionally texting. One night he texts me saying how he's visiting his parents and that he'll be passing through my town on the way. He asked if I'm interested in meeting up. Reading this, my heart rate sky rocketed. I was honestly really horny that day, but I've never done anything with anyone irl before. Not to mention that I'd be doing something with another guy. But as I sat in my room anxious, I did feel a little turned on about the idea. I had mild tunnel vision, and my brain went on complete autopilot mode when I agreed to meeting up. I told him we can meet up in the parking lot of a dying shopping mall.

I told my parents I was going to go out with a friend and instead drove to the meetup spot. I found his car, parked next to him and I get inside his as it was much bigger than mine. From there, we were both really nervous as anyone would be when meeting up with a total stranger. He decided to take his pants off first. He had a really nice dick, a little bigger than mine and definitely girthier than mine as well. I slowly stroked him up and down and let him feel me up. I started leaking profusely as his hands rubbed my crotch through my pants. I couldn't take it anymore and I took off mine as well. I decided to be even more daring and took off my shirt as well. I was completely naked sitting next to him as we stroked each other's dicks and feeling our bodies. We didn't want to cum immediately so when we'd get close, we'd tell each other and go hands off and just rub each other's bodies instead. I particularly enjoyed it when he'd rub my inner thigh, it drove me crazy. And I loved feeling his balls as well. How smooth and heavy they felt, heavier than mine. We went at it for about 15-20 minutes, and we were getting really close to cumming.

One thing to keep in mind is that we were still in a public parking lot. We were very paranoid as what we were doing might be considered illegal, so any time we saw a car drive past, we'd duck down just incase. Towards the end, it seemed like one car was frequently driving back and forth near us, as if they knew what we were doing. When we noticed this, we decided it'd be best that we split up as we didn't want to get caught. We didn't cum that night, and we never met up again, but I do think about him from time to time. I no longer have contact with him either as I deleted my reddit account shortly after out of regret and shame.