As the title says, I'm a married 34 year old Hijabi Muslim woman Mum of 5 who was born and raised in the West, well the UK to be exact. Raised in a traditional family with conservative values but surrounded by a a more liberal world is quite a challenge process and creates quite a paradox in the mind.

I consider myself good looking and present well. I'm educated, married and hold down a professional job in the city.

Despite my upbringing, I've always wondered what it might be like to stray, to be seduced - not only by another man but also another lifestyle, a more liberal culture.

It's not that I love my husband, I do. It's just that desire of wanting to experience something new, something different, something fresh...something wrong.

So what am I looking for. A chat partner to explore this other world with. Preferably a man and also preferably white. It's not that I won't talk to others, just being around a society' leads me to have a preference in that direction and find muscular men sexier or at least more desirable. Or maybe more taboo?

The idea of being friends with a man and enjoying his company when my upbringing and culture impresses upon me to stay modest, not talk to let alone touch another man is quite titillating, to say the least to me.

Is that man you?

Well if you think it is, I hope to see a message from you explaining why it is and what has drawn you to reply to this post. And by that I mean, I'm very clear about my identity, does that attract you, why? I want to talk to someone who can appreciate the differences in our cultures, even if I was born and raised in the West.

What I'm looking for is someone to talk to, talk thoughts and ideas and maybe some role play.

I don't suffer fools, so please articulate your thoughts, I can promise a reply if I feel the writer has put in time and effort for me (though please don't hit me with a wall of text, paragraphs are your friend:)) and I'll offer the same in return.

Looking forward to hearing from some of you.