I def know the answer and I’m kinda maybe using this sub as a vent. Her is my probable future wife who is somewhere sitting around the world doing something, maybe even reading this post. and my sins are something most young people suffer with, I am going to be 24 in a month, and I have been stuck in my 19yo self, Doing as much sins as I possibly could through online, no I smh never haven’t done zina, but idk if my sins can be mentioned as virtual zina and countless of instances of it. In Quran it states that good woman are for good man and bad woman or for bad man and viceversa. So this I think have been used against myself to do more sins, Well shaytan really got me, coz I always think that I’m never gonna get a good partner in my life coz of all my sins, so just keep doing what I have been doin I was so naive and stupid to think like that. I am scared for my future, if it’s a good pious wife I smh gets, then doesn’t than mean, I really cheated her? Or If it’s a bad person then my life is done too anyways .. as having a good companion in Islam is one of the highest honour or blessing a person could get.