Assalamualaikum everyone im a 21 year old still in school and long story short I have a terrible habit of going back into the same sins countless times. I wont expose myself but all i will say if my family and friends knew they would never see me the same again. (No i have not done zina)

I dont tend to take advice from my friends well as i keep falling back into the same sin and its lead to me having low self esteem, low iman and hating myself.

Allah knows ive done a lot of wrong in my life, all i can do know is hope He still sees me as fit for Jannah.

I just need some words of wisdom or if an elder can dm me i would greatly appreciate it.