Now I have realised I do not deserve sexual pleasure and I have learned to find my sexual frustration satisfying. Slowly accepting my sexless role as a beta cuck or whatever terms you prefer for pathetic men like myself.

I truly find it satisfying to serve others. Always have been a people pleaser and then lack of self esteem and confidence and inherent inferiority of mine has started to find the idea of being so lowly that:

The only way I could be involved in sexual endeavors is by adding me in as a cuck or a servant who comes to service better people have good sex. Everything from bringing you condoms when you run out of it and need them urgently; holding the bed in place when y'all are shaking it too hard; to cleaning up fluids off the floor and changing bedsheets and to perhaps cooking and making you drinks so you don't have to move an inch when you are having well deserved fun with your attractive partner.

Now ofc there would be tons of constraints. Time, travelling, safety and stuff but I suppose if you think you even remotely could use a servant like myself, talking would be a good first step.

Perhaps check out my profile. There would be more to me for you than just general and sexual service.

I hope to really find a good couple of people in these coming months and start living