Not your regular post here but I gotta get it out its still early where I am and all my friends are still asleep.

I have exactly one "friend" who is also trans. And even before that she was abit problematic. I say that because she is legit filthy rich. Like I almost hesitate to call it rich and just say she comes from wealth. And yet she hangs around with the poor kids and dresses like a homeless person. I do not come from any money, my family has had alot of assistance.

Long story short we both started Transitioning around the same time I was like maybe a few months after her and honestly her coming out helped so much cuz I used to really look up to her when I was young not so much anymore. So we are both doing the legal stuff and it costs money ya know I've got a decent job so I pay my way. Her on the other takes advantage of all these free programs, one is a lawyer who does everything for her pro bono or w.e it's called.

And it just passes me the fuck off, and I just told her by accident lol. I know I'm also a bit jealous because I mean it's cost me at least like 700. But there programs were designed to help people who actually need the assistance. I think it especially erks me because we are both white and like let's be real that in itself has made this easier than for most. The name change, the new ss card, all this shit she is getting for free. Idk hopefully this doesn't sound to much like me trying to tear her down. But I just hate people who abuse the system it's already fucked up alot of people don't have their needs met and you have people doing stuff like this...

I blocked her right after cuz I was like ah shit my small circle is about to get shaken up really quick. Haha