I'm 17.5 mtf pre everything (haven't even come out to any of my friends or family). I'm a little worried about the suicide rate. Is it just because of harassment, or is it biological too?

I'm suicidal myself already (slowly getting better) due to a heavy form of depression. I was diagnosed with it last summer, and was struggling for over 7 years now.

I also live in Russia, which is both a very transphobic country, and has one of the highest suicide rates in the world.

I consider moving to some other country in a few years (Probably Germany, US, Czech, Canada or Japan).

Should I be worried, or is it fine? Cause I reeeeeeally don't know.