So I recently came out as trans. I still have males clothes, short hair, and generally look like a male. My friends have been extremely supportive they fuck up my name and pronouns but they almost always correct themselves or each other. They aren’t the people I’m worried about however. I came out to my parents as Enby about 2 months ago now. (I was enby before fully transitioning and even still use she/they pronouns.) I remember my dad saying this when I told him. “You are a male, you are my son, you have a penis and it goes into a vagina” mind you I’m also bisexual so this really hurt. Since I’ve told them I am trans and they still use my dead name and he/him pronouns. I’m worried because (and I’m not aware of dreams predicting the future but) last night I had a dream that my dad finally cracked and started getting super defensive and telling me that I am who he wants me to be. I had to call one of my best friends at like 3 am because otherwise I didn’t know what would happen I got the fuck out and that was the end of the dream… The whole circumstance seemed to real though. It made sense that that is how he would react and I feel like they both are just expecting this to be “a phase” and that I’d go back to being deadname in due time. I’ve mentioned to my mom about wanting to shave my legs and such and she keeps saying that I’d regret it… I’m just scared to be in this house at all anymore…. and I can’t move out until I get a job, license and a place to stay…

How do I go on like this???