Trigger warning because I am going to talking about bottoms and using words for the parts down there. Please proceed with caution.

I am intersexed with Hypogonadism. I won't go into too many details but due to my surgeries I had, my penis and testes are very small and at rest, I am almost completely retracted into my body. Pee still comes out the tip. I 99% of the time sit to pee, but rarely will stand at in places that have disgusting bathrooms or if I am male presenting (when I am dressed neutrally, I sometimes use the mens room). Since I've been on spiro and started estrodial injections, if I stand to pee, I make a huge mess. It's like my penis stays completely retracted all the time. I know certain things shrink and that erections are far less frequent on E. I know this is an odd condition, but does anyone else have issues with size and where the pee comes out after being on E?