Hi everyone, my name is Emma and i haven't really posted on here in a while, but I am just having a really rough time currently. I don't even have anything that I should be worrying about, since ive been on hormones for about 6 months now and everything is going well but it just hurts so badly sometimes. For me what triggers my dysphoria is usually seeing young girls being happy, since it reminds me of my whole childhood that I feel was ripped away from me. Its such a sucky feeling and I would give anything in the world to have things be different. All i want to do is cry when I think about it. Does anyone have advice on what i can do to get past this or to work through this? I dont even know how my therapist could really help. It just all feels so hopeless sometimes. Im sorry for being a downer, i promise later this week to post some uplifting things if im feeling up to it