The first time I really allowed myself to believe the possibility of being a trans woman was just a couple months ago. I did feel a sense of relief that maybe this was the key to me. I never considered it before; I never fit the mold. But I realized that there are many molds and I do fit into some of them. I tried an additional therapist that has experience with this, but only just came to the decision that I wasn't comfortable with her approach. I'm looking for a new one. In the meantime I went ahead and made an hrt appointment with planned parenthood. The first one they had was 12/18. That's ok. Time to think more. But I'm excited and scared. I have a family, a life. Am I doing the right thing? I'm not happy now, so it's not great. Will I be happy on the road to transition? I don't know. I sure hope so. I read your stories, I see the cis women going about their business oblivious to the magic of their presence. Can I be a success story? Can I fit into that sorority? Will I make the right choice?