I work in a very trans and gay friendly part of the city (Seattle is very trans and gay friendly in general, but this area is exceptionally friendly). I keep getting trans customers, and I keep wanting to gush on them how beautiful they are , and how awesome their make-up is, or how mind blowing their outfit is, but my professionalism kicks in and I restrain myself. This is a problem because I currently present as male, and I want to eventually present as female, but I won’t allow myself until I look closer to how I want to look, and I feel like I can’t truly connect with them, or I might seem like some creepy guy. I’m trans lesbian, but my body doesn’t currently advertise that.