I want to transition, but I'm terrified it's going to make me unlovable. I want to be with a cis woman, but that seems impossible as a trans woman. It feels wrong as a man, but my chances as a feminine man seem much better than as a new trans woman. Maybe after years of hrt I could be confident enough as a woman to try dating, but I'm already 27 now, and I haven't been on a 'date' since highschool. I guess I'm hoping being my true self will give me the confidence to meet the right people, but I feel it's much more likely I'm just going to die alone. I've already missed out on so much, if I was just born the right gender It wouldn't be this way