Recently I had a weird relationship with a guy that never really evolved past talking, though we had phone sex (sorta) two-three times. Before him and 6 months of hrt, I didn’t really want to ever use my bits in sex, beyond maybe some oral. Then all of a sudden I was hit with the sensation that not as much was off the table for my clitty as I thought. I saw a post here on the subreddit (forgot which one :p) that discussed using the bits for topping in a more feminine way, I decided to try it out with a roleplay in my head, and I absolutely loved it

Fast forward a few weeks and I am not nearly as dysphoric about my bits. I think I can feel girl horny setting in too, it’s a bit tamer than before but it is relentless. For the first time since starting hrt, I’ve also been thinking of being poly or having a threesome with a couple, but now I’m thinking of some close irl friends who are a couple that have been with me for basically every step of my transition and I don’t want to harm my friendship with. I have a deep desire to be shared by a couple and for us to have a night of exploring our desires with one another and I have NO idea how to communicate that or if that is something I should even bring up to people 😭

Any wisdom would be appreciated! This is otherwise a bit of a vent