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I need to get out of my house for a few days.
I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I am so unhappy, I'm STILL not on hormones and I've been out for eight years!!!! BUT NOBODY took me seriously when I first came out. I'm going to college in January and my dad sold our house and moved in with my ex step mom, the house I grew up in; in the city where all of my friends are.i had the choice to either move in with him or my mom. I chose not to move in with my dad and step mom because all though I love them I did not want to deal with the pressure about going back to school. (I had to take a semester off because last semester my grades slipped because I was dealing with a lot.) I knew I wouldn't have that same pressure at my moms and I also wanted to help her after her big surgery; so I moved in there. But at my moms house there is SO MANY goddamn cats; I love cats but this is to many; the litter boxes got backed up because my mom was in the hospital and couldn't get down low enough to do them; so the cats started pooping and peeing everywhere else. VERY FRUSTRATING AND INFURIATING but understandable that an animal won't use a dirty litter box so we got that taken care of but EVEN THOUGH they are clean and have been kept up on since the cats still I sort on pooping and peeing everywhere else as well as the litter box. SOMEHOW they keep getting piles of shit like underneath the boxes. I discovered some of this shit today when I was cleaning the litter boxes and it got smeared a bit on the walls. We cleaned it up and mopped but it's not fully able to be cleaned because you have to litterslly get down on your hands and knees and move everything out from the wall in the kitchen to get to it which we don't have the supplies nor the space to do. Not to mention even when the litter boxes are regularly cleaned twice a day the smell when you go to do it is so bad. It's usually on the brink of almost to bad the bear for me. It's just so anger inducing to find that they have pooped and peed on the floor when I go to clean the litter boxes or wherever they decided to do it when there's no reason for it to happen! It drove me to tears today and I can't handle it anymore. I don't have any friends super close out this way, I don't have a car or a license, and I hate the way I look. I was supposed to get my license after I moved out here but I can't do that because of the surgery. I really need somewhere to say for like two maybe three days just to get away from this for a little bit. I live in Michigan in Wayne County if anybody would let me stay with them. I don't have a lot of money but I can contribute for gas and I'm a pretty good cook so I can cook for the trouble.
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