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So I'm just thinking back on these past few years, many years into hrt now. I remember the beginning, the fear, the obsessive looks into the mirror, the worry as others saw me outside...
But...
It's just kinda gone now? I don't care? I think I look pretty good? I haven't felt those feelings, at all, in a good while now?
Did I make it? Did I reach enlightenment? I just live my life now. I don't even care about gendered things. Go to a men's bathroom, a women's? Idc, whatever is closer. Use mens or women's clothes? Idc, whatever is more comfy and looks better. Did I lose like my dysphoria? Am I still trans? I mean, I would NEVER EVER EVER stop hrt, but it's like... Everything's just different than before.
It's nice.
It's kind of wild how this post makes it sound like dysphoria can just... vanish one day, leaving you wondering what it even meant in the first place.
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