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Feel like I’m dealing with shit I thought I got over in high school. Depression is more intense than it has ever been. It’s not just a satisfying cry. Feels like every little thing is bubbling to the surface.
I thought HRT was supposed to make me happier and love myself more. I hope it can in the future. But right now I’m going through it.
Yeah. I also moved out from my mom on in the same week I started HRT. I also kinda realized that my sister, despite wanting to support me, doesn’t really understand me and it’s hard to communicate my feelings with her. Also a friend and I are having problems because I fell too in love with her and she doesn’t feel the same.
I just feel like my emotions are on high and there’s little support.
Okay. Then press forward, girl. You only get one life.
I would take her advice. I may not know you, but I believe you can figure out a way. Even if you end up deciding HRT isn't for you after a few weeks or months, I believe in you.
I would recommend finding a therapist, and bringing up your concerns to whoever would prescribe HRT to you. I’m suffering now, but I believe I’ll find a way through it. I’m not giving up.
Okay I’m just saying this sub gave me different expectations so I wanna warn girls for the future.
It’s frustrating though because I only see my therapist for one hour a week yet I feel my feelings 24/7.
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I’m aware, and I am trying to do my best in therapy. I just wanted to warn the other girls. It seems we don’t talk about this that much.