Maybe it’s because it’s my first week away from home too. Or maybe just general depression symptoms are flaring up. But I can’t help but worry that it’s because maybe I’m not trans and I’ve made a mistake. Idk I hope I can balance this because realizing I’m trans made my life so much better for a while but actually being on hormones isn’t the amazing feeling everyone says it is so far. Maybe I’m just on the wrong dosage too?

I’m using a .05 mg estradiol patch changed twice a week and 25 mg pills of spiro, two pills twice daily. Got started on Tuesday. Moved this past weekend and am still unpacking.

EDIT: I don’t mean I’m crying more that would be kinda relieving I mean I feel just sorta unmotivated and emotionally exhausted.