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So I'm about 6 months on HRT at this point and still a ways from passing, so thus far I've been boymoding when I'm out in public including at the gym. Problem is that over the last month or so I've found that my breast growth has gotten to the point that even in my oversized men's workout shirts and a sports bra they're pretty apparent. At first I think they looked convincingly enough like pecs or a case of gyno, but things have progressed past that and at this point I get enough odd looks that it's making me *incredibly* self-conscious to the point that I find myself skipping workouts altogether.
How did y'all handle the gym and fitness in general when at the point in a transition where you can't confidently pass as feminine, but your body betrays your attempts to boymode? I just want to blend in and focus on exercising but the whole time I'm there I just feel like I've got this spotlight on me and that everyone is looking at me like a misshapen freak. Certainly doesn't help that it's post-New Years so it's more crowded than ever
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