Im super fucking tired. I commented on an influencers page a while back just sending some words of encouragement in general, and for some reason the comment is getting traction online and about 2-5 times a week I have to block some type of hateful comment. Ive honestly contemplated deleting my socials over this because Im tired of people simply hating me for just existing. Like you post words of encouragement on someones page, then all you get back is “ignore that comment, thats a man.” Or “he wants boobs like his mom!? How gross.” Im tired of feeling like I have to be silent to be safe for the sake of others and their ignorance trying to dictate how I should feel about myself. Im trans. Im a woman. End of fucking story. Ive been half tempted to leave the comments up and just straight up sending them some fun curses I know from my historical studies on witchcraft. I just am exhausted trying to justify my existence to others that get to be hateful without any retribution. Im tired of platforms pretending to be pro LGBTQIA and then most of the hate online is directed to our community. These companies dont have our backs. It also just always ends up confirming my dislike of most people. Im just tired.

I just hate feeling like I need to always be on edge for someones hate.