TL;DR: Just using a face mask and arm warmers makes me almost look like the woman I wanted to be.

And for anyone who wants the back-story:

So Ive had this huge issue with my dysphoria taking over because of my face with the angles and how my bones protrude. However wearing a face mask kind of makes me passable to a point.

Anyone with Marfan Syndrom also knows how difficult it is to find anything in your size because your body is disproportionate. And I still haven't found any women's shoes in my size. But a pair of Converse does the trick.

I'm kind of blessed in the sense that I'm so skinny and also have a somewhat feminine frame/build. And a bit of ameture voice acting I can put my voice in the androgynous range on a good day, albeit not that often. I've also taken low dosages of hormones for a year, but stopped a couple months ago because it was getting so expensive( luckily I got a new job with much better pay, so I can get back on them again).

But today I decided to put on my arm warmers and kitty-face face mask with my new cami and skirt and OMG the euphoria!! I couldn't stop looking in the mirror, thinking this couldn't be me! And I went a bit further and put in the fix ears and paws I got from Matsuricon last weekend and I fell even more in love with myself!! I've got a couple moments of euphoria whenever I get ready for work sometimes but GOD nothing like this!

I don't know why it took so long to get to this point, and how it was just two pieces of clothing that finally made it happen, but it makes me so happy!!