Sorry about the title I just couldn’t help myself.

So I think my egg is cracking hard :/ I really want to be a woman. I want boobs. I still don’t hate being a man but I’d rather be a woman most of the time. I’m considering seeing a therapist/doctor to talk to them about what’s going on with me and hopefully start hormones. Thing is as far as I go I don’t think I’d ever want bottom surgery.

Medical procedures are pretty fucking awful for me. I broke my arm a while back and even getting surgery for that was awful and I took almost half an hour to calm down before going under.

I also don’t really mind my penis, I want to look like a woman and be seen as one but I don’t see keeping my inflatable balloon animal as that big of a problem.

Is it ok to want to keep my penis? Has anyone thought like this and changed their mind? Do you think it’s hard to see yourself as a woman if you do keep it.