I worked with Carrie for nearly a decade. She became more and more beautiful each day I walked into the office. I almost got the nerve to ask her for more than a working relationship, but valued my marriage just a tad more.

Toward the end it was almost unbearable. I would see her everyday. Her curly blonde hair, her wonderful breasts and ass just begging me to reach out and squeeze them. Her lips that haunted both my daydreams and night dreams. I couldn’t hold back most of the time and let it slip out how much i was falling for her. Even going so far as to warn her that we better not get into a tight space together for fear of my savage instincts taking over.

Of course she was a good girl with regular temple attendance. But she also didn’t stop my not-so-subtle hints and inferences. She took to talking to me very openly about how lonely she was and how she wished she could find a good man. I was ready to come to her rescue, but I settled for a few long glances that told me she had more than an office friendship on her mind.

It took all my willpower not to get down on my knees and confess my love and, more to the point, my desire to be inside her. I knew she would be amazing in bed with going to yoga and regularly getting massaged. There is nothing like some good flexibility and strength with a woman in bed. Several nights I worked late with her and those nights I would go home and nearly tear my wife’s Gs off of her to try to calm the devil inside me.

My wife never caught on to the triggers for me when I would go from a husband’s duty to a sex-starved maniac. It worked for us both, but the next time I’d see Carrie my desires were all the more stronger having just tasted flesh the night before.

I can’t imagine where my life would be if I gave in to the burning both in my heart and down below. I think it would have definitely cost Carrie her innocence, but that would have been 1 trophy I would loved to have won.

Even still to this day, when I see her post something on FB or IG, I get swept away in a fantasy that sucks time away from me. I hope she knows how much she was wanted by me…. And damn if only…..