Hi there! I’m a semi-closeted trans girl living in Central Illinois, searching for a mommy (Trans, Cis, or NB!) who’s nurturing, firm when needed, and excited to explore this dynamic together. Bonus points if you’re ready to geek out with me over random facts or share a cozy nest of chaotic and loving vibes! I’m navigating anxiety and stress, but I’m eager to connect with someone who can share in this journey with patience and excitement.

A Little about me;

• Loyal Nerd & Creative Gamer: Books, fandoms, and Magic: The Gathering are my jam. I’m also into gaming—whether it’s Fortnite, Warframe, or getting lost in immersive board games like Gloomhaven and Mansions of Madness. I love adventures both digital and tabletop, and having someone to share those with would be amazing!
• Music Obsessions: My music taste leans heavily toward folk punk—bands like The Mountain Goats, The Crane Wives, and AJJ are my jam. If it’s been on "Welcome to Night Vale’s" Weather segment, I probably vibe with it. While folk punk is my standout genre, I love exploring all kinds of music (yes, even country) and enjoy finding gems in every style. I’m also a musical theater fan and can’t stop obsessing over "Epic: The Musical."
• Aesthetic Vibes: I love gothic aesthetics, but realistically, I lean more toward a cozy blend of cottagecore, witchcore, and folk punk vibes—or I would, if I could figure out the first thing about fashion! These aesthetics inspire my dream of creating magical, cozy spaces filled with books, plants, and maybe a hint of mischief. They also reflect my love for storytelling, crafting, and embracing small, comforting rituals in daily life.
• Love Languages: My love languages are physical touch and words of affirmation, but since physical touch isn’t an option online, quality time is where it’s at. Nothing says "I adore you" more than sharing my hyperfixations—and nothing makes me feel more loved than someone geeking out about them with me. If you’re down to get overly excited about random facts, games, or history, we’ll get along great.
• Affectionate but Shy: I’m super caring but tend to overthink… everything. A little reassurance helps me quiet that inner voice and feel connected. I’d love a partner who not only helps me feel secure but also embraces the love and care I bring with open arms.
• Exploring New Hobbies Together: I struggle with self-motivation for things like exercise, hiking, or artistic endeavors. My inner voice and anxiety often make mistakes feel insurmountable without encouragement. Having someone to explore new hobbies with—even if it’s online—makes all the difference. Just having structure, support, and encouragement from someone else helps quiet that inner voice and allows me to truly enjoy the journey. Whether it’s trying a new craft, going on virtual adventures, or learning something new together, I thrive on shared experiences filled with mutual support and fun!
• Committed to Self-Improvement: I’m actively working on improving my health, including managing my weight. It’s a complex and challenging journey, especially when faced alone. Having support and encouragement would make a world of difference as I strive toward my goals.
• Inexperienced but Learning: Relationships? Kind of a new thing for me. Being a girl? Also a work in progress, but I’m figuring it out despite the awkwardness. Little space? I've been there a few times but not as much as I'd like.
• Full-Time Caregiver: I’m work as a full-time caregiver for my disabled mom—ironic, right?
• Nest Builder Extraordinaire: My stuffies are my safe haven, and I’m always adding to my collection of cozy friends, with Socks the Llama being one of my most cherished! To show you've read my entire post, please mention "Socks the Llama" in your response.
• Pagan-ish: My spirituality brings me comfort, but it’s not a big deal if it’s not your thing.
• Voice Chat Takes Time: Voice chat can be intimidating at first, but I’m happy to ease into it as trust grows. I’m great at text convos while we get to know each other.

What I’m looking for:

• A patient, kind mommy who’s not afraid to be firm and guiding when the dynamic calls for it—I’d love to explore dynamics that balance structure with mutual understanding.
• • Someone who values emotional growth and wants to build a relationship where we both support and help each other thrive.
• • Someone who loves awkwardly overenthusiastic conversations about whatever I’m into at the time (yes, I will absolutely rant excitedly about my current hyperfixation).
• • A partner who understands overthinking and helps me stay grounded while building mutual trust.
• Someone open to exploring kinks and dynamics safely and consensually—my kink list is available upon request! With few exceptions, I'm willing to try anything once!
• Someone who enjoys my waffling between calm companionship and overly excited affection
• Someone excited to help a new little reach little space more frequenty

Why you might like me:

• I’m fiercely loyal and love deeply once I feel safe.
• I have a goofy streak that thrives on making jokes—bad puns mostly
• I try to bring genuine excitement and passion to everything I care about, and I love sharing that energy with others.

Life feels overwhelming sometimes, but I’m excited to meet someone who’s ready to share in the laughter, chaos, and meaningful moments. Let’s create something wonderful together! 💖