Hello Mommy, I'm making this post because I can't suppress it anymore that I need you. I have tried in the past to hide and push away my kinks but they always return with a vengeance. It make me squirm every time I think of giving complete control over to someone else and listening to what they say and becoming what they want me to become. It fills a void that gets bigger with every passing day. I crave to serve you, my heart beats out of my chest at only the idea. I am not super experienced so that is either a boon or a turn off for you. In relationships I have had in the past I have always been made to be "dominant" and I don't want to be.

I am a 28 male, 165 lbs. (atm I will probably gain weight as I do weight train), 5'9. brown hair and eyes, white/latino mix, and I would say I am a young professional who has taking many years to get to where I am and will continue to improve. In my personal life, separate from my hidden kinks, I act relatively professional but can be a bit sarcastic at time when it can be appropriate. (I do like to have fun at work when I can.) I am however really shy in public places it's embarrassing but I think I have panic attacks in those situations and that is actually a part of my New Year's resolution to work on as well as finding new hobbies. Current hobbies are gaming (I'm sure you are tired of all of us), taking care of my vehicle, weight training and nutrition, anime (another one I'm sure you are tired of hearing about), documentaries, WH40k lore, and more I can't remember at the moment.

I am looking to give you the total power over me that I can. I need you to pick out clothes for me, make me pose for you, make me send you pictures, make me your boy toy that you use for your pleasure and your pleasure only, and the list goes on. I want to be yours and only yours. You can be sadistic towards me or be very caring I am only interested in making you happy. You can make me call you Miss, Mistress, Mommy, or anything to really cement in my mind that you own me. I need you to break me down and build me back the way you want. If I can I only ask that you only want me too. I hope for a long term relationship where I can finally be the who I am and that is a servant, a baby boy, and a good boy. I would love it if you would love me, but if I am just a toy you use for a little while I will be happy. Make me cute and put a collar on me or make me into your perfect handsome boy.

I think this was a good post. I hope to hear from you. I understand if you aren't interested because it's a lot of work being a Mommy and I am not super experienced, but still I have so much respect for you. I hope you will at least think of owning me. If you do want to or are interested please dm me. I do work a lot of hours so please forgive me. That's kind of the reason I want a LTR and to meet you eventually. I know I am in Hawaii so it will probably be a problem but I am open to moving eventually too for you.

The kinks I am into include: CNC (please), oral, paizuri, face sitting, bondage (please), mentorship, praising, TPE, breath play, edging, light humiliations and pain (you can leave marks on me please), orgasm control/denial, post orgasm torture, pics and videos, JOI, body writing, and choking (please). There are probably more I just can't remember them.

Limits: scat, gore, vore, strong cbt, extreme pain, CEI, strong humilliation, toilet play, findom, anything animal related, necrophilia, a lot of pegging (maybe just a little), feminization, sissification, cuckold, chastity too only because I can't really fit in them.