Intro

Hey! Im a new and inexperienced sub and am not really sure what to write in these things so i am just going to try and give an earnest and sincere telling of myself. Physically I am 23 years old, avarage build, brown eyes, dirty blonde hair and 187cm tall. I live in Norway and i work in IT but am originally half Icelandic/Hungarian.

I as a person am fairly introverted, i struggle with social anxiety and am quite shy especially around large groups and new people at first. Though i have social anxiety i am deeply empathetic and i love people, getting to know them and to help them whenever i can. It fills me with deep sorrow and can cause me to cry when i see all the suffering, exploitation and hatred that is going on in the world. I might be naive but i genuinely do believe humanity can live in harmony together.

My interests and hobbies

In my free time i like to cook and try out a new recipes, relax with a hot beverage and watch some cartoons on a cool rainy night. Take a nice calming walk or hike through the forests. I like playing games, all kinds be that video games, board games, sports or role playing games. I have a pretty active imagination and will often burst into role play spontaneously.

What im looking for?

I want to build a relationship with communication as the core foundation. Openess, knowledge sharing, being comfortable sharing kinks, fantasies, desires and expectations without fear of being judged, ridiculed or kink shamed. Emotional maturity is a big plus, things may not always go perfectly and we make mistakes, we are only human and to be understanding of that fact, reflect and talk about mistakes or disagreements when they occur.

I am monogamous so am not interested in anyone who is in an open relationship, married or similar. I am mainly looking for someone who wants to be served and is a sadist. If you like to play games that is a huge . Roughly around my age and is preferably in the EU or EEA.

I am mainly interested in experimenting IRL, though im willing to try online if distance becomes too big of a challange.

What kind of sub would i be?

I am most interested in exploring my roles as a service submissibe and masochist. As a service sub i want to make the happiness of my mistress my number 1 priority at all times. That includes among other things, cooking, cleaning, massaging, servicing on demand and not least being reliable and available. In addition to romantic gestures of submission. There would be little else on my mind than how to bring the next smile to my partners face :)

I am masochist in the sense that i recieve happiness from the pleasure my pain brings to the person inflicting it on me rather than the pain itself. I am open to any kind of physical pain or torture to be inflicted if it brings my partner joy.

As mentioned before i really like to play games, and think it would be fun to have a dynamic semi based around playing games as well. One where the dominant would come up with games and the rules. Make it as fair or as unfair as she wants and dictate the qonsequences of winning and losing. Or something similar im just spit balling here haha.

I would also be interessted in a total power exchange type of dynamic later on once trust has been built.

Id be happy to discuss kinks in more detail in dms. Thank you for reading my post and have a good day :)