Hi! Thanks so much for clicking on me I've been waiting forever to meet you!

I won't waste your time so physically - I'm 6ft tall. I am white (pale, good for leaving marks), I have short hair, a short beard, and glasses. I am fairly average looking and very akin to a young Jack Black in terms of build and in general.

I am a ✨ non switching sub ✨

My daily life: I wake up, go to work, come home, and enjoy one of my many home hobbies. From art, sketching, doodling, painting, to working on my car, watching campy movies, and listening to an ever changing music library. I have been known to play a videogame or two, and am social enough to get to a tabletop event.

My history: Bastard son, multiple father figures, lots of abuse and a handful of trauma regarding men. We didn't live in the same house more than two months at a time, and by the time I was due to graduate high school I had exactly one HALF of one credit. Yeah. It was bad.

So post school I moved around. I worked various jobs in multiple industries, never quite landing on my feet and making do year after year. I have been in two serious relationships, but my inner need for BDSM and in particular Femdom rightfully destroyed both of those relationships. So, I'm now older. By a bit. Thanks COVID. And due to these circumstances I am now leading with my kinky foot forward.

Adult sexual life: I've been on fetlife since I was very young. I quickly was amazed that this world was so close to me. I made a couple of acquaintances and attended a couple of munch events. All in all it was a nice time. It was Vanilla casual. We had a barbeque. Some of the regulars flirted back and forth, and I actually met some really nice people - but at the end of the day I guess my path wasn't meant to be in that group. I have over the years talked with many amazing people in this community and have learned a lot both about myself and others.

So, this is all really good information. What do you want? I want someone who isn't a Domme to me. I want someone who is truly a life partner in all aspects. This is the very ultimate of my submission. I am very interested in a 24/7 collared dynamic. I am interested in being a house pet, a permanent chastity boy, and a maid. I do not currently have a P.A. piercing but it is on my to-do list. I am entirely serious and am aware of what it entails.

I understand that a 24/7 dynamic is few and far between. I also understand it takes a LOT of work to both be a Domme, and be in control of someone else. I will never pressure you or expect anything of the sort. The way I see it, I want to provide value. Do you work a lot and can't find time to do the little things? That's where I excel. Do you need help with a specific task or project? Do you have a backlog of chores? Do you simply want a pet to help you flush the toilet. I am more than happy to do a long list of things that contribute to a household outside of kink. Within kink that list grows dramatically longer.

So, what gives? This seems awfully specific and pretty intense. How do I know this is right for me?

Honestly does anyone? Life is a game of chance and sometimes we get burned. All we can do is take our time and make sure the person we are talking to is really the person behind the screen.

I can say that as a human, male, adult, this is what I want. This is what I've always wanted.

Is this somehow attributed to my childhood? Absolutely. Is it something that therapy can help me with? I highly doubt it. I will never wake up one day and say "you know what, I don't need chastity training or any kind of ownership". I absolutely need and I am here begging you very modestly to get to know me.

So, what does the future look like? Honestly life is exactly what we want from it. I do not currently have any higher education, and am somewhat limited to entry level or part time positions. I make enough money to pay rent, and frankly all of this income would become yours without so much as a blink from me.

I see things in a way that is cute, and romantic. Being available for you after a long day. Making sure my location is always on. Making sure to always draw cute pictures for you and tell you how thankful I am to have someone like you. Making a menu plan that fits your taste preferences. Dishes. Cleaning. Laundry. All of it a thing of the past.

Unfortunately this isn't my first rodeo, and more than once I've been told 'other subs have said the same things but they don't mean it' and I would like to say that those words hurt. I know that it is a very common thing. And I know not everyone has it. For some reason I am SO interested in cleaning. From being a degrading or humiliating task, to getting praise, to simply avoiding a beating. There isn't one aspect I don't enjoy. And before you ask, yes these things happen without being reminded. I take things seriously (when I'm not being a goofball) and I will never jeopardize a relationship like this. Not for knee pads. Not for anyone else. Not for anything.

So. In summation: we have someone with a lot of ambition who puts a lot of thought into things. Who is creative with an upbeat spirit that doesn't crack. Someone with some childhood issues, and a lack of structure. Someone who desperately craves to be checked in on. Controlled. Monitored. Loved? Loved.

Outside: masculine. Sarcastic. 90s kid. Loves life. Interested in cars. Likes doing things.

Inside: desperate to be collared. Aching to be trained and made to feel things. Wanting snuggles and direction.

At this time it's easier to make a not interested list because I can find enjoyment in a LOT of kinky activities.

Things I will not do and am not okay with: scat play. Anything involving illegal activity regarding minors or illegal materials. No animals. NO ANIMALS. Castration. (Not into it) Mutilation. Scarification. Blood. Breath play. I am YELLOW okay with breath play and it needs to be discussed in advance. Plastic bags are an absolute no go. Vacuum beds are okay. Certain hoods and activities are okay as well. Again will need to be discussed as I'm sure most of our yes's and no's will be.

If you have other questions I am seriously all ears. I am taking this as seriously as I can and have my heart set on finding you. I know I am a bit of a mess, but I actually keep it all together pretty nicely. And the payoff is you get the occasional joke. Woohoo.