Hi, I have posted here before and I have had trouble finding someone truly like minded, so I am going to try being as descriptive and direct as possible to hopefully find someone who really resonates with this.

Outside of kink I am a really normal, well-mannered and well-adjusted guy. No one would ever guess that since I was a kid I was having depraved fantasies of my crushes doing unspeakable things to me. I discovered the concept of an FLR when I was around 16, and I knew IMMEDIATELY that this was the lifestyle I not only wanted but needed. I am attracted to bossy and aggressive women, but I also crave for them to have some kind of sweet spot for me, and actually care for me.

What I want is to find someone that will allow me to make her my total Princess / Queen, to completely simp over her as she willingly feeds into this and makes me wrapped around her finger. I know kink should have healthy limits, but I have always craved (and been jealous of otheres experiencing) something a little more real, where my partner wields some tangible level of control over me. If it were possible to legally enslaved to someone, knowing myself, I know that is inevitably exactly where I would find myself. I have had dreams of my future partner taking total control of the finances, only giving me an allowance as she sees fit, monitoring my every move and electronic devices, and keeping close tabs on me - I see this as the ultimate sign of affection. A deep part of me craves the security and comfort of being truly controlled. I want to be mentally and physically addicted to you, so attached that I could not see my life without you. For that reason the idea of a total power exchange dynamic has always been the thing that gets me the most excited. If an amazing kind woman who actually cares about me decided to lock me in her basement for a year and train me with chastity and other methods to be totally dependent and obsessed with her, I would feel like I had won the lottery. Relating to the concept of TPE, I find the idea of a benevolant partner "owning my No" to be endlessly attractive, maybe the most attractive thing on earth.

It's no secret that a lot of women have experienced relationships like this throughout history, where they are "taken", forced (hopefully consensually), dominated, and brought to an extremely submissive headspace by their aggressive/dominant partners. I simply want the role reversed version of that. To paint the picture of what I long for - in the same way that some submissive girls want to be aggressively taken and fucked roughly, experiencing a tangible loss of control to someone elses aggression - I viscerally crave a dominant woman to forcefully pin me down and force her nipple into my mouth or tackling me, sitting on my face or initiating sex, not taking no for an answer and being very aggressive. I want to be used as your living catharsis after a long or stressful day, and allow you to feel entitled to my body as something that you own.

What I am hoping for is to find a kind woman who identifies as a Mommy, but also enjoys service submission, submissive training, and FLR dynamics.

I know this might seem taboo or extreme to some people, but the circumstances of my life made me this way, and I am hoping its possible to experience this kind of relationship in a committed, monogamous, caring bond with someone. If this resonated with you please reach out, and I will share a picture of myself (hoping for the same in return).

Other Kinks: MDLB - TPE - Regression - Chastity - Behavioral Training

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Hard Limits: - bodily waste / blood - blood / permanent harm / extreme pain - sounding