Hi, I’m T, a 24 year old trans woman with a weary mind and a heavy heart, and I’m looking for someone who’ll finally take me as their own.

This is not the first time I’ve tried finding my mommy, but it’s been a few years since I’ve last attempted it. I posted a few ads back then, but never had any luck with responses. That eventually led to me, someone who had previously always considered themselves a sub, donning the dominant mantle for other girls who needed someone like that as much as I did. And while I eventually grew comfortable in that role, a part of me still screams for the motherly love I never got. Lately, that pleading voice has become louder and louder, more and more painful, almost unbearably so.

Now, here I am again, older and more desperate than the last time, hoping to find that which I’ve wanted so badly for so long, but never could get: an older woman I can love and who’ll love me back at least a little bit, someone I can give myself fully to, someone I can make happy, someone I can serve for as long as they’ll let me…

Now, with the moping out of the way (I’m not gonna lie, finally letting all that out felt really good…), here’s some additional information that I believe to be relevant and possibly deal-breaking:

I’m 5’6, 150 lbs at the moment, half Japanese, half white, with black hair and brown eyes. I’ve been on HRT for a little over three years now, but I’ve not been bequeathed with any real assets, so my body still looks mostly masculine. I have ADHD and struggle with depression and anxiety. I’m a NEET, but I’m working on that, even if things feel hopeless a lot of the time (which also means I’m broke). I can cook, bake, and kinda write. I like normal stuff like movies, TV shows, anime, manga, video games, and TTRPGs.

I’m looking for something strictly online, as I still don’t feel ready for anything IRL yet. I’m fine with almost any arrangement I can think. I would rather have something soft and sweet, but I’ll take harsh and bitter if that’s all I can get. Comfortable topping, possibly switching, and always happy to provide aftercare and affirmations to my partners (sub or domme). I’m not jealous or clingy. I’m pretty low-maintenance, but still utterly devoted. Pretty much willing to try any kink at least once.

So, if you’ve read this far, none of this scares you, and you feel like giving me a shot, please know that you’re a very kind person with a beautiful soul and I’d love to hear from you. <3

(Also, I’m going to bed right after posting this, so if I take a while to respond, I have managed to fall asleep despite my anxiety over posting this…)