25M in the southeast US. As embarrassing as this is, I'm going to lay myself bare here.
I'm 'high functioning' ASD (if I didn't tell you, you probably wouldn't know), with mommy issues. Due to precarious circumstances and verbal abuse growing up, I am *very* stunted, and I don't really have a proper connection with my own mother, or most of my family for that matter, to give you a sort of baseline idea for what I'm describing.

I'll be brutally honest: I have very little experience in general. I've been in a sub/dom relationship before, and while it ended poorly for various reasons, I know it's what I want. Of course, I'm not exactly looking for a literal 'second mom', unless that's what you want to do, I guess; I have enough self-awareness to be able to take care of myself. More so what I'm searching for is someone who wants to, and enjoys, playing into the overall character of a mother. Someone who I can build a real connection with. Someone patient, who can maybe help me learn to love and be vulnerable. A woman who knows what she wants and is willing to take charge, because I don't really know how to.

I want something real. I don't need a living fetish object, I need a real human being who can value me despite my flaws. Younger, older, it doesn't matter. I like to think I'm a fairly laidback, non-judgemental individual. And while I'm not exactly sure what all I can offer myself, I *can* give you loyalty and adoration, for whatever those things are worth. I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make you happy, as long as it doesn't involve public humiliation or outright self-harm. I hope that's enough.

A bit more about me:
If it wasn't obvious, I am a very reserved person. I have trouble expressing myself, but I'm not dense. I enjoy gaming & nightwalks, and I'm learning to cook (although I'm not very good at it). I'm pretty into tech in general. I cannot stand dirty spaces and very much so enjoy having things organized and clean. I'm also a bit slow at times, but I don't think I would describe myself as dumb, necessarily.

If you want to know anything else, my inbox is open.