So, to start off I can provide a face pic and I would politely ask for you to as well just to get that whole thing out of the way. I have more pictures of myself on my profile :)

So, I've identified as a sub ever since I got out of school about 5 years ago. It was a huge relief to find this community and the words to express how I felt about myself, my desires, and the way I look at women. It's been a bit of a journey, and at first I wouldn't have really said that I was explicitly looking for any kind of mommydom type thing. But in the past few years, and in some of my online exchanges with dommes, I've found it to be the most fulfilling and rewarding way to be, and I'm really starting to crave that type of close, affectionate intimacy irl :)

I have been talking to dommes for the past few years to feel myself out, and after a while I ran into a bit of a surprise where it started to feel more accurate to refer to myself as a bottom. I think the reason for this is that physical touch and feedback is huge for me, so I don't feel enough of a connection or get enough physical reassurance with online partners when doing classical 'sub' things like tasks and orgasm control. I can see myself enjoying those things when it's in a real physical relationship, and I would like to try! Otherwise, I would best describe my orientation/desires as like, a role reversal situation where I'm an obedient bottom filling the prescribed 'female' role for a woman who likes to think of herself as a top. I don't want to sound like I'm being hyper-specific or have some kind of porny brain worms, but I've really vibed best with girls who feel the same way I do in regards to gender roles in a relationship. That is, where they feel more aligned with the other side of it than the one they're prescribed by their gender in the traditional dating script, and can't imagine squishing themselves into the role they're supposed to fill. I don't want to fuck anyone, I don't want to be dominant or in control, I'm not opposed to piv itself but I just want to be in the receptive and submissive role. Being submissive and subordinate to a woman just feels like the most natural and comfortable thing in the world, I think it's incredibly validating and even beautiful, if I can get mushy about it

It feels self-indulgent to say, but I really just want to feel deeply adored and showered with affection and praise :p Probably comes from growing up as the chubby kid in school. In that vein, I really also love being physically desired in the sort of raw unfiltered way, I struggle to express my physical attraction to women's bodies out of some deep neurotic fear it'll be unwelcome or gross, but I love nothing more than receiving that kind of attention for myself. I love sending nudes, being nude, being ogled and groped and admired... like I said, self indulgent haha. Not to get too in the weeds with baggage, but being chubby and emotionally ruined by dating apps has me feeling a little affection dehydrated at the moment.

Other kinks: Unsurprisingly, very very into pegging. Everything regarding my butt, really. I thoroughly enjoy the idea of my mommy stretching me with bigger and bigger toys, affectionately coddling and comforting me the whole time :p If it sounds like I'm just super in the closet with all this, I will say that I am bi-curious and want to experiment with that- but I feel extremely confident that I am not biromantic. In any case, I really really enjoy talking about it. Another excessively specific fantasy is being dirty talked to about how much I'm going to get fucked by men 😅 what you'd like to see them do to me, that sort of thing. The third extremely unsurprising kink is feminization, but only if you're into it too, otherwise I'm not really. I'm very cis, it's just part of the transgressive role reversal that feels very cathartic and fun.

Anyway, for some non-kinky submissive desires! :D Outside of the bedroom, I've always felt a really strong desire to be a lovely little service sub :) Ideally somewhere between a pet and a butler in our downtime, I'd love to do things like cook (I like to think I'm pretty good) bake (I like to think I'm even better) clean, do dishes, make tea, go grocery shopping, I really do want to be some girl's boywife don't I?

Lightning round of other things about me, because I feel like I'm going long here:

• Worked in food service but really trying to get out and pursue my artistic dreams either in the form of a comic or indie games

• Absolutely massive nerd, I love fantasy, games, rarely anime

• Love love love dogs and am allergic to cats

• Somewhat considering vegetarianism

• I feel like my fashion sense is uninspired at best, so I'd like something between help and you just treating me like a ken doll to dress up

I've been told I can go on a bit long, I hope that was a good length :)