I've been single for a long time, and haven't had a Mommy for even longer. It's a long story, but I've posted that before but it usually gets downvoted so I'll keep it short. My last long term relationship caused me to experience anxiety and depression for the first time, and I lost myself. Since it ended years ago, I have been very nervous to get into anything serious again.
I've become ok with being alone, however when I have long days, or weeks, I miss having someone there to comfort me. And this has been a long week. I have a ton going on at work that is taking up much of my time during the weekdays, have personal projects that need to be done over the weekends, and I am tired.
I've also been doing my best to try and start dating again. I live in a small town, so online dating is one of my only options. It is exhausting. I had a date lined up for today, and since Wednesday she has gone non-responsive. I ended up having to cancel the reservation, and to be honest I just feel defeated. And sad. And pretty much unwanted.
It's making me want to curl up and regress with Mommy. I want my hair played with, and my back scratched, and to be cuddled tight under the blankies. I just want Mommy...
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