heyy I'm looking for something more serious and long term. I want to find my home, my person who makes me feel I belong beside them. The person I take care of and make happy every day. I am looking for something that's a relationship first. Please don't message me if you're just looking for something casual or quick.

This is gonna be long cause I'm always wordy and struggle to make things short lol.

I would consider myself a fairly calm person, I don't yell and I don't like to argue as I'd rather talk things out calmly. I greatly value communication and compromise in a relationship and I strive to be the best I can be at it as I'm very understanding and patient. Also I have a pretty soft voice for a guy I've been told it's soothing. I've also been told I can be a little awkward but like in a cute and endearing way.

I enjoy growing plants and playing videogames but i am down to do whatever you wanna :) I just enjoy quality time with my partner. Im down to watch shows or movies or just do our own things and kinda exist together but alone at the same time if that makes sense?

Also words of affirmation are very big for me. I will constantly tell you how much I value you please do the same for me I seek praise and affirmation.

I have major depressive disorder but it's made me a better person overall and have learned to accept it as a part of me and use it to grow as a person. Please undeestand i struggle with this daily. I also do have anxiety aswell. I don't like being alone in public unless I have to be, I loveee hand holding I'll always wanna reach to hold your hand.

Currently I'm not working as I'm focused on my mental health. I may try and get on disability as my therapist thinks it could be a good idea. I'm not exactly disabled physically but I struggle with energy and being able to leave the house alot of days. My psychiatrist has deemed my depression treatment resistant as anti depressants don't really do anything for me. Overall I'm okay and not a danger to myself or anyone else and despite everything I'm still trying to improve and be the best I can be. I just wanna be upfront with you.

Ideally I'd like to try and go to college in the next year or two.

If you also struggle with mental health there's a good chance we could fit well together, im extra patient, understanding, and good at taking extra steps to communicate/compromise more when needed.

I have long brown wavy hair, brown eyes, I think I'm not ugly maybe even cute and I'm down to swap face pics if you're comfortable doing so.

My personality is pretty subby. Fluster easy, likes having my buttons pressed, easy to tease, will blush. Literally just give me a bouquet of flowers and call me cute and you'll steal my heart. I have alot to give and I'm working on being my best self, I hope we can continue to grow as people together :)

I do get in moods where I'm pretty gloomy and really just wish I had someone to hug, I just need a little more love that most people. I deal with alot mentally every day and it's hard to carry it all the time on my own, sometimes I just wanna be able to break down and be held and not judged for not being able to stay strong all of the time. I just wanted to put that out there since it seems like it could be a deal breaker for some.

Anyways I hope you find your person if I'm not the one for you. no one deserves to be alone.