Hi ya'll, so I really need some advice on this because I am torn through my head and my heart. So I, 24y/o single mom had my baby 2 months ago. Everything had been fine, I heeled up pretty good, no complaints. I have been struggling with some depression given the fact that my bd left me and I pretty mutch had to deal with the emotional and phisical toll of my pregnancy, post partum, and birth by myself and it's been a emotional Rollercoaster. Its been hell doing motherhood and also keeping my grades up in university, but I somehow manage to do it. My mom helps me taking care of my baby when I'm out and she adores him, and I love my little boy to bits but I recently have a dilema. So there's been a concert I've been dying to go to, but I can't help feeling like a bad mother if I decide to go. One part of me feels like I deserve to have fun and relax a bit after everything I've been through, but the other side of me feels like I'm a terrible mother for going to a concert when I have a 2mo at home. I was really exited when I bought the tickets and its been the something that I have really really have been looking forward to, but now I'm starting to have my doubts, I don't know what to do. I know if I stay at home I'll feel bad, and if I go, I'll feel weird, what should I do? Amd I thinking about it to mutch?