So as of now my son is an only child I am pregnant with my second baby and just entered the second trimester. My anxiety stems from the fact that he’s an only child and isn’t often around children his age. He was born pass the cut off to be able to be enrolled into school this year. So when we go to the park and there’s a bunch of children there he just kind of runs around a certain area and doesn’t try to interact with the other children and when he does he kinda get blown off because he’s still one of the younger children here at the park. Most kids here range about 8-11 so they don’t wanna play with him. And I just worry that I failed as his mom for not having another kid he can play with sooner ( not my choice Dr thinks I have pcos and that why it’s been so hard to conceive) I also believe I could’ve tried harder to make friends with people with kids around his age and I didn’t. I have social anxiety and it’s hard for me to make friends, my only friend lives half across the country and childless. I know deep down he’s having fun enjoying himself but it’s hard for me to believe it because when I was little I had a hard time making friends and felt pretty lonely playing by myself.