my toddler (2) is out of daycare and home with me for the summer so we can save up for baby #2 coming in september. i run my own business and work from home so i can be flexible and really only need 1-2 full days to work a week to maintain things right now. which i am grateful for. but holy moly i’m losing my mind. idk if it’s the pregnancy hormones, this stage of toddlerhood, or if i’m just a terrible mom, but i have no patience. i feel like i am always angry and overwhelmed from the tantrums and crying. i try really hard to regulate my emotions so that he can regulate his but some days i lose it and yell. i always apologize after but ugh i just feel like shit. and it makes me scared to have our second arrive. am i just not cut out to be a mom? i do have hobbies and my husband is great with helping with my son when he’s home from work so i’m well supported otherwise…. but yeah i just don’t know how i’m going to get through this summer and then also have a newborn lol