im usually pretty good about this stuff but the last few days i’ve been in a rut. i guess i have confidence, but it’s too fragile that the smallest thing sends it crumbling a bit.

i know it’s silly and vain to care so much about what’s on the outside but i lately i do. i just want to feel beautiful and confident. my husband is super attracted to confidence, and lately, that’s just not me. and i worry that im turning him off majorly by being in this rut, and that he’s looking elsewhere wishing i was different, like other more confident and attractive girls but that sinks me in a rut even more :(

i just really need some advice right now that’s not shaming me for feeling this way, thank you in advance <3