Hey mom, my ex GF who I thought I did wrong with my heroin use called me up and had me come over. We were “together” for a week. Last night she told me she doesn’t want me again. She manipulated me yet again. She gaslight me and lied. I’m mentally drained but I’m doing well. I think she wanted to see how much more power she had. She’s got all the power. I’m not going to talk with her anymore but I’m heartbroken yet again. This time it truly was my fault because I wanted her and I wanted to try my hardest to have it work. Big flop and disappointed. I’ve never done a person dirty like this but some reason I keep falling for it. I feel stupid, stuck, and in love. I know I’m none of those but holy shit therapy will be fun this week.