Back in January when I started setting up the woman's bible study retreat for this November it seemed like such a natural and fun thing to do. Yes it's had it's stresses and there's still a question mark over it due to attendance issues but that hasn't stopped me planning another for next year.

Now I've been invited onto a business course to try and make a proper, legal business out of it. It's exciting but also really scary. What if it all goes wrong? What if I just can't pull it off? What if someone drops out and November's retreat doesn't happen? What if the costs of setting up far outweigh anything I can make back without far overpricing myself? What if I can't afford all the legal requirements to do this?

I'd love to keep doing this but I'm also so terrified of taking that next step and it failing that I almost want to turn the course down and just stop.

Is it going to be okay mom?