I just need to get this off my chest because it’s hard to carry it alone.

After randomly coming across him on social media, I’ve been deeply affected. I haven’t seen him in many many years, so it was shocking to see him again. He looked happy and cheerful—pictures of him traveling and spending time with his family. It made me angry. He took so much from me. Since this incident, I’ve felt sad, overwhelmed with racing thoughts, and have been struggling to sleep. I even got sick.. Idk if thats connected to that incident.

I m really struggling these days. And I don't feel like I can tell ppl around me about it. And generally there are so much confusion and struggles with everything that this had made for me and my life, my sexuality and gender identity (I m a trans woman).

Anyways.. I just needed to get all that off my chest.